Do you ever get that feeling that you could just murder someone? Or do serious bodily harm? You find that this is not just pure fantasy that the head doctor recommends to you just to help you work out your inner demons - this is a result of feeling stuck in the runt of being too powerless to act or to change things for the better or to defend those to weak or powerless to defend themselves...
You find people who have no concept or understanding of the benefits of consolidation and system building - Rome was not built by one individual and it did not take a day to put up this great city... we are out for ourselves and ourself alone - everyone else is just excess baggage, to be discarded at will.
Rage is the fire that burns in my belly around perceived injustice of the down trodden, the weak and defenseless... sometimes a direct result of the feeling of powerlessness that often afflicts us.
It is the underbelly that rarely shows it face for fear of the outcome.
It is a signal of the loss of control. An indication that man has descended into the abyss of hopelessness and a lack of self control - he has become a creature of primal urges - a creature without thoughts or reason.
I find myself at the mercy of my emotions - another of which is lust but that's a tale for another day.
How long can I rage against a society and its elements...
Just another day in the dockets.
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