Fatigue's call

Bone weary and tired...

How I manage to keep this cycle up is any one's guess - it is damn right unhealthy!
Just because one has to earn his/her daily bread - do you have to die to earn it?

There is no life - you work to eat and work to live...

Work has been a daily struggle but that mantra is sung by many - who depend on it for sustainance but there are the wise few who have managed to find a balance and have decided to enjoy themselves when they can, where they can...

There are no apologies - this is the price we pay for growing up and accepting responsibilities - there is no shortcut... No escape route apart from death.

There are days when I am so tired I could fall asleep on my toes and yet here I am again back to the grind the very next day...

It sucks but that's life...

an adrenaline fueled few moments...

I got a little excitement today...

The smoke detector and fire alarm on my floor went off and discharged the automated fire extinguisher system - if this sounds logical then it is because my heart rate is now back to normal and my logical faculties are obviously working... I can even laugh at it now but i kid you not - it wasn't funny when it happened and I hope this kind of hing never occurs again.

When this happened - the entire office tried to fit through one door and it might have been funny in hindsight but funny was the least of our worries when it occurred.

In a tense situation - a calm mind tends to produce better results than a frantic, panic clogged one.
At no time was this lesson driven home than when this event transpired - people first raced out then finally allowed some sentiment of logic to operate when bits and pieces of the story started coming out.

The adrenaline for the fight or flight syndrome is finally wearing off, I'm feeling tired and sleepy and worn out - perhaps the ill effects of coming down from my "adrenaline" high...

In all - it was an exciting few moments...

The New year's promise and prospects...

We are here...
As always. There is nowhere else we can be.
Otherwise we would have been there instead of here.

It begins - like a factory reset and yet I get the feeling that I'm not yet working as expected. It is too early to tell and yet this certainty that I am drifting through life on a non-charted course persists.

I like the view and enjoy the adventure but wonder how long I can keep up with this meaningless drivel - maybe it is the lack of something to direct my passions to...

Maybe it is the feeling that my youth is sailing away - never to return.

Maybe I am just - sober...

Whatever it is - it will be dealt with and life will as usual move on.